Ryan’s Mom, sister and I all miss him very much. He was the bright star in our universe we miss everything about him. Everyday his not being here is staring us in the face. We want to hold him and touch him. We want to talk to him and have him talk back. If you ask each of us separately if we could have anything in the world it would emphatically be Ryan he was everything to us and still is. We have started a foundation to help prevent other families from having to share this same fate. We know now what we have always known. Ryan was a good kid with good morals, ethics and values he just got into something he could not overcome. Ask your kids questions and don’t try to be the popular parent, be the parent.